Post by mayday on Apr 21, 2011 9:41:08 GMT -8
this is me ranting. we all know about the austin x lexi drama but i need to rant. im sorry. this is kinda graphic sorry...
i love you. but do you love me back? im dying here because you won't let me say what i want to because your not listening. i caught you in a lie, so you run with your tail between your legs.
you said you wanted to marry me, i said i wanted to have your babies. im 15, you're 17. for your birthday i made your brownies. for valentines day i made you a card and took your virginity. i was always there for you when your mom kicked you out. my dad picked you up that one day, i was late to class to talk to him to ask him to get you off the streets, and he did. when i got kicked out, you told you couldn't do anything and that you were sorry.
you told me that you werent like jon, and you weren't like josh. but in my eyes your no different then them. jon by breaking my heart without talking to me before breaking up with me. and by josh and having no balls to stand up for me and yourself and our relationship. i broke up with josh because he had no balls for anything, and i thought you were different. i broke the code, you broke the code by dating you best friend's ex, and i broke the code by dating my ex's best friend but i didnt care because i love you when i was dating josh.
you claim your better and your not like them, but to me you are. nathan told jon i was cheating on him, so he dumped me without even talking to me. i TRIED to talk to you but you wouldnt answer me. i didnt want this to happen... i was going through a rough spot and you decieved me...
i love you... for some odd reason. my heart still wants you. i love you austin... more than anything in the world and you turned your back on me.
i love you. but do you love me back? im dying here because you won't let me say what i want to because your not listening. i caught you in a lie, so you run with your tail between your legs.
you said you wanted to marry me, i said i wanted to have your babies. im 15, you're 17. for your birthday i made your brownies. for valentines day i made you a card and took your virginity. i was always there for you when your mom kicked you out. my dad picked you up that one day, i was late to class to talk to him to ask him to get you off the streets, and he did. when i got kicked out, you told you couldn't do anything and that you were sorry.
you told me that you werent like jon, and you weren't like josh. but in my eyes your no different then them. jon by breaking my heart without talking to me before breaking up with me. and by josh and having no balls to stand up for me and yourself and our relationship. i broke up with josh because he had no balls for anything, and i thought you were different. i broke the code, you broke the code by dating you best friend's ex, and i broke the code by dating my ex's best friend but i didnt care because i love you when i was dating josh.
you claim your better and your not like them, but to me you are. nathan told jon i was cheating on him, so he dumped me without even talking to me. i TRIED to talk to you but you wouldnt answer me. i didnt want this to happen... i was going through a rough spot and you decieved me...
i love you... for some odd reason. my heart still wants you. i love you austin... more than anything in the world and you turned your back on me.