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Post by ✄ – – – VANYA! on May 2, 2011 18:29:31 GMT -8
I'm positive you guys hate me.
Sometimes, I can ignore that. All that matters is belief in yourself, right? But I don't want to be hated. I never did.
I speak my mind, and sometimes, what I say isn't sugar-coated. People hate me for that. I speak before thinking, and say things I regret. And I'm sorry for that too. If I could go back in time, everything would be fixed, and hell, I'd be a much better person. But all I can do is hope that the past can be forgiven.
I understand I've upset many of you. I don't blame you for your anger towards me. I have been wrong and done wrong in the mindset that I'm bettering the site by enforcing the rules. I've turned into the person I hated. And that makes me sick.
If you want me to leave, I will. You guys don't deserve the stress I've put you under, and I can ensure that I never bother you again if that is what you desire. I will step out gracefully.
I only hope that, whatever your decision may be, you can forgive me and the things that I've said.
I'm sorry.
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